Whats new
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Catwoman and the Bourne Supremacy
Topic: Women
HI.

Its been about a week. I started working at the new wal-mart. I rolled back some prices. Met a girl named Amanda. She is really cool and wish i had more time to get to know her. She is going to move home soon and then go back to college this fall. I have 2 weeks then she is gone. I just hope in those 2 weeks i will be able to maintain our friendship when she goes home and off to college. She is really sporty. Me I like sports but i think she likes them more than me. I mean she tells me all these things that she does in her spare time and it just seems like we are on two different pages. But I like her. I would never ask her to change who she is for me. She doesn't drink, smoke or do anything bad, but she doesn't mind that i do it. I think i will cut down though. I think i am just nervous around her because i feel like i am screwing up all the time. and i don't want to say something and screw it up. Its diffacult to explain. but i am sure some of you have been in that kind of situation before. She likes country music and I don't mind it. Hell I go to a country bar when i go out. All i really want to do is just spend time with her pretty much cuddling. thats what the first couple of weeks are usually. cuddling. Sure we also go out and do stuff. actually i have some plans for tomorrow depending on how late she wants to stay out tomorrow...that is if she hangs out with me. I know i just met her and all but i would really like to see this work. I am a nice guy. Well i am not an ass-hole. there are some things i have done in the past that i regret but i learned from them. At least it has been day 3 and she is still talking to me so that is a plus. we haven't kissed yet which is either good or bad. good because it would be way to soon or bad because she doesn't want to get attached. Well let me tell you how my first date with her went. :ets see since i was broke i took her to a movie. We went and saw The Notebook. Which she picked i recomended I, robot and after finally geting it out her that she wasn't interested in I, robot we went and saw The Notebook, which isn't a terrible movie. It was really good and actually got teary-eyed during some of the movie. She got a little teary at the end but that was all. HA i can have emotions too. And i can have beef strogenoff. Need to find someone to help me move my weight machine into the garage so i can actually use it. I don't like people to watch me work out. Especailly my parents or sister. Creeps the shit out of me.

DODGEBALL, yes thats right you heard it here folks. Dodgeball actually started Monday. We ruled the day 3 rounds 3 wins. It was either elimination for 8 minutes per round. I think we were done with all 3 rounds in under 5 minutes. I will put pictures up tomorrow. as for now i will leave you with this movie quote if you can figure it out call me at 608-385-4118 and you will kind some sort of a prize or something

"You can swallow a pint of your own blood before you get sick"

potatoes

Tonight oh yeah poopers
Mood:  flirty
Now Playing: Orgasims galore
Topic: Women
So tonight i go to bars and get drunk i will have pictures as soon as i go home and get my digital camera. 12.3 orgasims tonight for serious. If you don't believe me come down to the bars and prove me wrong.

aight

Most girls should change their name to caroline.

El Gremlins
Mood:  d'oh
Topic: stupid tripod
Oh, boy there bees gremlins in the system. But don't worry pooping the pants is still a yes and I like Cheeto's. ALBATROSS

Progess of Life
Mood:  party time!
Now Playing: I, Robot and Cinderella Story
Topic: Wednesday Night Out
Ladies and Gentlemen:

Since my last erection not a damn thing that i can think of has really happened except some interesting boobs. The other day, i think it was friday but i can't remember if it was friday or monday. ass business and doing my polates when the district manager and the store manager came into my department. I was labeling some video games and the district manager introduced himself to me and said he heard was interested in a managment postion. So i said yeah of course i am interested and would be willing to take on that kind of responsibility. The store manager said that as soon as the new store is open and things have settled down a bit we were going to have a meeting. So who knows what i will be doing next month.

last wed was ok of a night. i got a little tipsy but not that bad. I danced that night but due to the worst DJ it the history of the world they didnt' have my song that i dance to. So i had to settle for a different song and danced with this quite blonde with junk in the trunk i think. After awhile i lost sight of her and ended up hanging out with my friends until Baumann came and picked up some people from the bar to take home and i happend to get in the car because i was threw with the place and i had to work in the morning at 10am. But if your interested only a couple of pictures were taken that night but i do hope that more will be taken this wed.

heres the link
click on 7/14

maybe they work no
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: no
Topic: stupid tripod
here click here for my pictures
pictures from the 24th of june

over her and tomorrow is big drink night
Mood:  celebratory
Now Playing: Anchorman
Topic: Time will tell
Hey i got my pictures from the night i was exremly drunk and apparently i was dancing on stage so thats kinda weird. so here are some picutres:













Anchorman was an awsome movie and i reccomend it imediatly. Oh I am over Jenna...i think...yeah pretty sure. Just want to be friends now. Going out tomorrow night for our wed bash and there will be new pictures taken again.

thats all i got.

almost forgot
Mood:  d'oh
Now Playing: Still Spider-man 2...jackass
Topic: Women

I almost forgot i found out who my mystery poster is and it isn't jenna...thank fucking christ.

Its amyjo. And thanks for reading. Tell lots of people to keep on reading the further adventures of...of i got nothing.


turds

Thinking
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Spider-man 2
Topic: Wednesday Night Out
Let's just dive right into it shall we. Work is still good, no complaints there. Love life is still non exsistant. It is generally odd...people tell me to go talk to a girl, and i don't. people tell me to be patient because a girl will come to me. But when i am with myself i will talk to a girl. It seemed much easier back in the day. Back before I was dumped. Now it seems that my love radar or barometer or whatever just isn't the same. Being mature sucks. I can remember a time when i didn't care what i said or did in front of anyone. Its too bad that Joe's cousin was at legends. because she is a really good kisser. And because it's Joe's cousin that means off limits. But oh well water under the bridge.

I do have 2 nifty beer pitchers though.

I think i need a nap
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Nothing Happened and a Question From Heather
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: 2 Brothers and White Chicks
Topic: Women
Nothing exciting happened at work tonight or after work tonight...sorry for any disapointments.

Heather posted an interesting question to me tonight.

"Why do you want a girlfriend?"

I gave her the fake answer which was "because i want one" But thats not entirely accurate. I want a relationship because they are fun. Maybe because i am just lonely, but thats not the reason. I am not so bent out of shape where i don't care about anything else other than being in a relationship. I want to be loved and I want to love someone back. That special love that you can have only between two people. I like cuddling. I miss that I think the most out of all my relationships. Just the means of holding her in my arms. I miss simple things like holding hands in public, or just staring into each others eyes. I want a relationship so i can have her on my mind every waking moment. Thinking about times we share when i am not around her. I know I don't want flings. where i do something with a girl and then never talk to her again. Dover says i should pick up a girl at the bar. But i really don't want to meet a girl in a bar. I mean it almost sounds kind of tacky. It just doesn't seem real to me. I have only been picked up at a bar once and it wasn't anything i wanted. sure we fooled around after the bars and the next night. but that was it. the phone calls stopped never talked to her again. but i am getting off track.

Relationships and why i want one. It has seemed ever since i got out of the army that is what i have wanted. Oh and by the way the whole reason i got out of the army, well thats just a cover story i told everyone. HA HA jokes on you, you'll never know the real reason because its classified. Anyways I have had my share of going around and being a slut. I'm 23 i should be thinking of settling down. well not tomorrow but finding someone that i could be happy with for the rest of my life. thats what i look for in a relationship. not if they have a cute butt or have bangs (which i am not a fan of but can tollerate) Thats probably why the first realationship didn]t work because i was looking for a relationship. and the same with my last relationship. well thats actually because x-girlfriend had a change of heart or because i am a dork, but i think she was drunk when she said because i was a dork. I was perfectly content with her and i fact was going to propose to her on july 5th this year if we were still together.

I really dont know what else to say except i could probably tell you more in person if you fielded me questions.

its late or early and i have to wake up in about 3 hours for 9 hours of work but i will probably cut out early.

sweet dreams to all those women with loving boyfriends.


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hey i can write on this again
Mood:  lucky
Now Playing: The Notebook
Topic: stupid tripod
Well hey,

Its been a while since i posted due to apparent gremlins in the system. But here i am. the last 2 weeks have had its gutters and strikes...if you understand bowling. work is going well. Dodgeball hasn't started yet but i hope the "opperational problems" are being worked out and monday will be the day. We do have our team t-shirts made it cost us about 100 for ten shirts but they are well worth it.

Last week nothing eventful except we did our normal wednesday routine of going to our 2 bars to enjoy not working or working later on thursday. We always say we will eat the 10 cent wings but we never do. we just sick back and enjoy our 3.50 aycd at the libraray and then go to ledgends and drink our dollar high lifes. been watching a lot of loggers games too. thats kinda exciting if you like to drink over priced beer and eat over priced food and watch a pretty boring sport. If Jenna is the one who has been posting to my blog then she has taken time out of her busy schedule of drinking to read my comments. thank you jenna if that is who you are.

Last wednesday was really exciting i think i drank way too much and i dont ever intend to do that again. Probably should have been kicked out of ledgends but i guess they didn't catch me. I will just leave it at that. and when i woke up the next morning i found out that grape jelly and macaroni and cheese are not a substitute for hair gel...thank you joe and dover. But as i end another week or a fun filled summer of working and sitting on my but doing what ever pops into my head, i get to look forward to a couple of things in the comming weeks.

June 26th - Aiden's birthday party - 1yr
July 4th weekend - Parents going out of town and i will probably work. and riverfest
July 10th - wop party at my house
Some week in July - going to canada for no reason
July 20 somethingth - warped tour in i think minne.

Dover has a girlfriend now. lets give it up for dover and heather they have been officially going out for about 4 days now. congrats. unless something exciting happens to night at work or after work i will probably put page two of my book up tomorrow morning before 7am work.

thanks for reading

SHUT UP!
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